Monday, December 21, 2009

The End

Good things happen to good people. Today as a I stand as an individual, I am dead against this saying. Good things never happen to good people. Never.


G has left me. He really has. Not because M mailed me. But he has his own reasons.


Maybe I'll leave the story for sometime later.
Love triangle and love quadrilateral, as people call it, is interesting only in the movies. It hurts in real life.
The only thing I can say here is that I went out of the way to help the girl (atleast took the first step), (I'll call her J 'coz she is always J of me). who loved G. Well J and I both loved G. And god played a game with us. J and I were room mates.


Before you get confused, lemme tell you again
G - my boyfriend (who is now my ex)
M - my ex boyfriend
J - She loves G too.


G couldn't take it all so he just told both of us that its all over.
And here I am sitting and crying hoping that he will return..


Just 2-3 days back I prayed to God to bless us both and not to let G leave me. On the contrary, he made him leave me. Guys please dont say things like "whatever happens, happens for the good". I dont want to hear that. I really don't. If this is true then it can't be true that I said in the beginning. Good things don't happen to good people. And if this is also true then maybe I am not a good woman. Maybe I never was.


Aaahhh... I need a hug.

15 comments:

Readers Dais said...

Hi! Chanz,

Let me tell you another quote..
'Good things come to those who wait' so better wait, and the hope will lead you and give strength...
Take care :)

Ankit said...

dost.. cme on.. reinvent urself.. gain bac ur lost energies..cme bac wid full force.. its practically very difficult to cme over all this bt u hve 2 do so wid full force nd vigour..u must know nd understand tht its only nd absolutely the loss of G..smetime down d line..G is goin 2 repent.. yadi aap kisi ko chahte hain aur woh jana chahta hai.. use jane dena chahiye.. yadi woh laut ke aata hai.. toh woh aapka hai.. nahi toh woh kabhi aapka tha hi nahi..aur haan.. plz..hve ur food..leaving khana peena in such a situation wld only deteriorate ur health nd nothing else..enjoy whatever is lined up in the whole week..nd cme bac refeshed.. try 2 share the whole episode wid ur best friends..this wld calm and soothe u nd wld flush out all ur worries nd sorrows..atleast u wld feel light.. nd plz.. don't question tht u r a gud woman or nt..plz..u r gud.. gr8.. dynamic.. its just tht u r having a low in lyfe nd nothing else.. its the strength of woman to cme out frm all this wid full courage nd determination.. god is alwyz with u. its just tht he is testing u for lyfe.. he must hve hd something gud lined up for u.. might be G wld value ur absence in his lyfe nd wld return .. u never know..nd plz do keep posting.. this wld definitely lighten u up.. nd we all r here for u in dese tough times.. crazy gal.. cme on.. believe in urself wid full confidence..nd everything else wld be rightly placed..

Saurabh Panshikar said...

Don't have much to say....

Maybe you deserve better

oRange* said...

*hugs*

i know u'r gonna hate me saying this ..but whatever happens, happens for the best!
ull obviously not agree with this for now ..it might take u some time ..but really in the long run ..u'll realise ..that it was for the best! it always happens with me. i can vouch for it.

sorry again.
and take care sweets!

Chanz said...

@ Readers : I really don't have the strength right now. Its not just a heart break. There are a lot of things that are going on which were not meant to be. There is not a single thing which would keep me going on. All set backs together. :'(

Chanz said...

@ Ankit : you know what, you are right. Even when I know all this is true, I don't really have the strength to accept it. All bad things can't happen together. And I am not ready..

Chanz said...

@ Saurabh : Thanks for saying that. I hope I do..

Chanz said...

@ Orange : Ofcourse I hateyou for saying this. But yes, I need people around me to keep reminding it as well. maybe sometime later I will accept it..

Tara said...

Time heals everything ! I will say to cry as much as you can and finally It will be like a calm sea after all the turbulence. I know you will be alright but it will take time ..

Ramit said...

Big bear Hug! Give it some time. Things eventually work out. What happens is for the best. You'll surely find someone meant for you real soon! Good luck! I'm always praying for you!

Chanz said...

I want to burst out crying tara. Really I do. I know it would be atleast make me be at peace. I havent really got a chance to be alone and hence let my tears flow. But I will tonight. :)

Chanz said...

Thanks Ramit. I needed that hug badly. I feel better..

Darshan Chande said...

Some say good things happen to good people. Some say good things never happen to good people.

The truth is -

THINGS ARE JUST THINGS. IT'S THE WAY YOU TAKE THEM DECIDES IF IT'S GOOD OR BAD.

Chanz said...

hats off to you Darshan. You won my heart. That was purely and truly amazing.

chitz said...

just know u r the best..if the other person left you,it is totally his loss..